It crazy to think of how terrified I am to truly fall in love.
It will change me and my life forever, yet that's exactly what we all crave, right? The daring, the new. Despite how much we believe we hate change, we desperately want the thrill and satisfaction of encountering the new, the unknown, and embracing it, facing it.
Falling in love is terrifying, but so is waking up tomorrow and living the same routine of today. I could throw my heart away to be broken and shattered, but I could also never let anyone love me, move me, change me. I can't like myself that much that I don't want to be any different! And I can't hate myself that much that I become obsessed with change. Why not listen to God and allow him to place beautiful people in my life?
