It crazy to think of how terrified I am to truly fall in love.
It will change me and my life forever, yet that's exactly what we all crave, right? The daring, the new. Despite how much we believe we hate change, we desperately want the thrill and satisfaction of encountering the new, the unknown, and embracing it, facing it.
Falling in love is terrifying, but so is waking up tomorrow and living the same routine of today. I could throw my heart away to be broken and shattered, but I could also never let anyone love me, move me, change me. I can't like myself that much that I don't want to be any different! And I can't hate myself that much that I become obsessed with change. Why not listen to God and allow him to place beautiful people in my life?
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"Falling in love is terrifying, but so is waking up tomorrow and living the same routine of today. I could throw my heart away to be broken and shattered, but I could also never let anyone love me, move me, change me. "
Think about the first time you longed to fall in love with God, you took that leap, that scary leap of faith, you accepted all the unknown about loving God and with that your whole life was turned on its head and you became a NEW CREATION... falling in love with the man you were made for is so scary emma but honestly, letting someone love you with a love only second to Christ's love for you will create and form in you the person you truly were supposed to be...why deny God the plan he longs to give you...
love you emma! Great Post... and so honest!
LOVE this, Emma, I feel the same exact way.
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